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Post by Cascadia on Jul 11, 2006 20:27:23 GMT -5
Kevin told me he cared about me today, like, I'm his fucking replacement for that dumb whore ashley. I just don't know what to do anymore, I feel like such a slut. I hate him for this. I TOLD him everything, and he goes "i have feeligns for somene i shouldnt" and I'm like, does she like you, or anyone else ? and he goes Idk. Fuck that, I TOLD him. ALmost everything. I told him my feelings anyway. This is what I fucking get for trusting people I should have fucking known. I start thinking, it's only xriva, what can he do, he's my friend. I don't know what to think, what hurts more, the fact he only heard what he wanted or that he flat out ignored me.
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Post by warbum on Jul 11, 2006 20:34:50 GMT -5
Ah. First, you're not a slut. At least not any more as far as I can tell.
Second, *hug*
Third, I'm not exactly sure, but I would say give it time. Wait until he's willing to listen to how you feel. Don't let him use you as a temporary replacement because he doesn't want to go back to being alone for a bit until he finds someone else.
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Post by Cascadia on Jul 11, 2006 20:38:42 GMT -5
It's not even the replacement thing, as in, I don't like him. Only as a friend. I told him this before. I even told him, like, that I liked someone. I actually spilled to him, ALL my feelings. We talked for a long ass time, and I thought he really listened and cared what the fuck I was talking about. But he just fuck all guys are fucking delusional. I'd rather have them fucking hate me then "love" me. They don't even know what the hell love is. I'm not even sure I do I dont know anymore
I'm gonna try and sign on, if anyone asks, I'm offline. Please.
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Post by warbum on Jul 11, 2006 20:42:28 GMT -5
Okay, talk to you there.
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Post by Someone who cares on Jul 12, 2006 19:54:39 GMT -5
Anyone who makes it about themselves, is a bitch, don't waste your time on Kevin. Don't worry your secret is save with me Niki, but I just wish you opened up more.
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